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4:51 AM

Yes, no school for today due to the replacement of 1 Malaysia Sport Activities. Well, I can feel the hotness of the damn weather surrounds me now, and the boredom is tearing me apart. So I'm here, to post about something.

As you know, I QUIT facebook yesterday, I suppose I won't be back to facebook anymore. My fb account is officially deserted since NOW ! In fact I want myself to pay more attention in my studies as I'm extremely disappointed because of my result. & I cried.

I cried & it's not because of the Geography super sucks scores, perhaps the scores is part of it. I feel so stressed, not from anyone, either family members or friends but myself. Honestly, I don't find myself excel in this monthly examination. I yearns for perfect, you knew it. Insane. Perhaps. Hahas. I'm very disappoint indeed for all the results I got now. I knew I've never been satisfy. When I got Bs, I seriously wanna As. But when I got As, I want extra-excellent result. This is me. The way I tend to be. Mentality metamorphosis ? Fine, maybe. Okay, stuff I cared the most, Chinese - 84% , Geography - 83% , Malay - 77.5% , Life Skills - 90%. That's all. I deserved it b'cause I don't put enough effort in them, especially the Malay subject. LOL. #Exam is not yet gone, the History subject, oh goodness.

我总是假装得很快乐，其实并不然/